August 2021

Are we constantly fighting with ourselves?

Do you ever feel the need to just scratch your skin, take away your fears, jump to the nearest cliff and see what happens? Life is so full of emotions that they blind me. Making me dizzy, numb and insensible. Is there a way to shut down my mind? What happens when I’m gone? Are my feelings gone? Most importantly, then next? Where am I? What should I do? Do I want to go back? How do I go back? What happens with the memories? What happens with the love?

I’m stuck somehow. Driving in circles. Living in blindness. If feels alright but something is wrong. I’m here but far away.

Can someone please wake me up? I don’t wanna go but I’m tired to be here. Waiting on nothing. Living for nothing. Being nothing.

oranday

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